the sweetest tongue

Yay! Two days off!
I have not done grocery shopping in 3 weeks.
My laundry baskets are full.
I have a sudden raving for ramen noodles.
It is time to sit back, relax for a minute, find my center, and jumpstart myself again.

So how distracted did I get?

Forget cocaine, tina, and heroin. That is so 90’s. I found this era’s new addiction. World of Warcraft is pretty much like crack. I started out with a trial my roommate insisted that i play (peer pressure, anyone?), and once I started, I can say that i have spent sleepless [...]

Sarajevo never got me down.
Bosnia was just an afterthought.
Sometyimes when I grab the box
with The Next Best Thing,
my hand falters.
This is the future of the World,
And nothing’s gonna stop me.
Tear the box from my hand,
tear the plastic
pull the wires,
lick the plastic silicone perfection.
I write at exactly five o six,
2 hours before sunrise,
and in 24 minutes [...]

I took three days off from work this week to go back to Puerto Rico for the Chinese Tradition of Tomb-Sweeping Day. Very similar to El Dia de Los Muertos, it is a day in which Chinese families get together to pay respects and give offerings to our deceased loved ones at their graves. In [...]

There are three main topics in poetry. Death. Love. Lust. Maybe there is a fourth, but its escaping my mind at the moment.

It’s 9am in the morning, and I just came back from Joey’s. Spending time with him is the thing I look forward to the most nowadays, ever since he moved into the city. [...]

It’s funny how some things work out in life. I was chatting with tony just the other night about my current desire to well, settle down. In reality, it’s either companionship or the steady sex, but sometimes one just wants someone to be affectionate to. I have to admit that for the past few months, [...]

All the drugs do is dull reality. All I see is the beauty around me, the glint in the eyes of people I feel I should love and trust.
?I love you.?
Katie told me last night as I rubbed against her on the dance floor, surrounded by half-naked boy-men making out profusely with one another, the [...]

I tried to get a credit report at Equifax, since I wanted to know why I was being denied every loan and credit card for the past year. I know for sure (I think) That I have no outstanding debts.
I couldn’t even get my credit report.
The verification process asked me to provide the name of [...]

In Puerto Rico, it’s just hard to be gay. There aren’t any gay places I can go (I’m sure there are, but they’re just not my scene.), and the only gay people I seem to be able to see are the queens with horrible make-up and tacky fashion sense I see prancing around one of [...]

excerpt from paper journal, dated Dec. 12th, 2003:
“…All we need are two tops to suite with us, and we can have the Top and Bottoms Suite!”