the sweetest tongue

An Empress needs her beauty sleep.

Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | 1 Comment

National Coming Out Day Promotional Material preview.

oh shit, girl.

Sunday, September 25th, 2005 | Gay Bloggers, blog entry, faggy tendencies, gossip | No Comments

I just got a taste of what it would be like to go clubbing in Puerto Rico. Latin night at the Metro was just I thought it would be, a bunch of latino men and boys, their admirers, and fag hags all in one small enclosed space.

I stood on Peachtree outside of the Metro, right next to that “happenin’” club Vision, having to make sure inebriated some people did not wandered off. Now I’m not exactly in all my senses myself, after a lime-vodka drink and two yummy watermelon martinis, but it’s good to keep a level head and balance.

Next weekend, more fun.

21 Addendum

Friday, September 23rd, 2005 | I'm a bitch and I know it., faggy tendencies, perpetually single, things happen | 1 Comment

I haven’t been blogging as much as I would like to. I would like to share the story of the genteel old lady on the bus who laid her hands on a guy in an electric wheelchair, and did a prayer. Or the guy who I always see on the train who plays his bad music loud, sings along, and I fight the urge to tell him to get better music.

How about them hedonistic tendencies?

Well, I’m still quite single. A hectic work schedule and ongoing personal troubles just tend to build up. I was holding out for someone special for the past few months, but missed communication and just lack of it has made it wither on the vine.

I read the news, and I feel mortified at the actions (or lack of) of the Bush administration. His blunders in the wake of Katrina should open quite a few eyes. I get sick everytime I see conservative pundits like Ann Coulter (that scheming bitch! No wonder there are gay republicans) and O’Reilly spin the facts in favor of Bush to people who believe what they say wholeheartedly because they carry the label of conservative. As someone who used to feel sympathy for the Log Cabin Republican Cause, I feel mortified.

Thank God for Anderson Cooper. I think he’s hot.

Poor Kate Moss. She got caught doing cocaine, and is seeing her modelling career crumble, and police investigating her. She might lose her baby. Someone please help her. She’s not the only one, and is only being turned into a scapegoat because she was careless. She is married to Pete Doherty after all, folks. Like Whitney and Bobby, nothing says true love like sharing a line together.

Who wants to watch a sappy movie with me?

Hell Can Freeze Over now.

Monday, September 19th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | No Comments

I skipped work today.

I woke up, and had a sinking feeling in my stomach. For the first time in my life, I did not have the urge nor the drive to go to work.

I decided to take a mental health day. While it might be almost 90 dollars of lost income, I don’t care. I think my mind needed some rest more.

So I spent my Sunday watching TV, looking at the people sunbathing at the pool, grilling some hamburger patties for lunch and toasting bread with some aioli on top. Added pastrami for some color, flavor, and texture.

Some celebrity news make me laugh. Kenny Chesney and Renee Zellweger broke up. Reason? Fraud. Umm… is there some credit to those gay Chesney rumors? My sources say a resounding YES!

So my plans for my birthday….. I’ll be working till 6, but afterwards I shall be back home to watch The Apprentice with Martha Stewart, and the season premiere of Lost. Afterwards, I might just go out finally and enjoy a few drinks somewhere…..

Porn can be so racist

Sunday, August 28th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | 3 Comments

Take this current excerpt from a porn site I browsed this morning:

Vince had just left the airport after a long flight. He came back and answered a few of our questions. After he saw the size of our pot stickers he couldn’t keep his mouth off of them! His tight ass was what dreams are made of! Arigato for my first huge cock!

I mean, what lack of compound sentence structures!

Because I Wanted To

Thursday, August 11th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | 1 Comment

I broke down, and finally indulged in some fried chicken. I had an hour till I had to be at work, so I went into the Popeye’s at Five Points, and had some Chicken, mashed potatoes & gravy, a biscuit, and Sprite.

15 minutes later, I had a queasy feeling in my stomach, and I knew I was being punished for my lack of will and restraint.

Survival.

Monday, August 1st, 2005 | faggy tendencies | 1 Comment

I survived the weekend.

Can you imagine how relieving it is? I left work on Sunday, and it was drizzling, but I didn’t care. I tucked my Shuffle in my shirt, and I walked in the rain, grinning like a Chesire Cat. The relief I felt was like coming out of a three-hour fuck session. Because fucking for three hours makes me want to walk in the rain.

For real.

Thoughts:

It’s so easy to roast a Cornish Hen, I don’t see why more people do it. Spices, some oiol, maybe some butter, marinate for a bit, cook in an oven for 45 minutes in 375 degrees and you’ve got a meal! For two, if you want.

I’m a workaholic. I lose all desire for nourishment when I’m working.

oh baby

how does it feel

to know

that I once had you in me,

But you had complete control.

And I relished every thought

every drop of sweat

every sliver of pain through my back

which made me

tremble.

Who knows? I might find love still

Monday night is over. i move tommorow!

Señor señor is my friend.

Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | 2 Comments

Current highlights, since I’m finding it hard to write a coherent sentence at the moment.

• The Starbucks Green Tea Frappuccino  isn’t as delectable as I expected it to be. While the initial sweetness was a delight, the powdery aftertaste leaves much to be desired. But then again, I have this taste after every frappuccino in this G-d-forsaken corporate coffeeplace.
• I’ll be giving a workshop on Dreamweaver in the Lenox Square Apple Store in September. Things to look forward to: Site Navigation and CSS.
• A new boy and I spent last night having a hot and heavy chat session, me on the couch on the phone typing away, and him back home. It’s great when people understand how busy you are. And hot when they can turn you on with typed words.
• In a nod to diversity and proving that one does not have to give in to typecasting, Jai Rodriguez, of Queer Eye fame, comes out to say that he also likes the ladies. [Queer Day]
• The apartment search goes on. I’m waiting to hear from a fabulous townhouse in Midtown, while still researching my options.

That is all I can think of, at the moment.

Books & Movies

Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 | blog entry, faggy tendencies | No Comments

Despite the fact that I’m in “emergency-mode” in apartment hunting to find a place by the end of next week, I’ve been having quite a few good days. i spent last week at work and home in Lawrenceville, relaxing a bit, and just maybe “getting away” from things “within the Perimeter” for a few days on my days off. It was something I needed, and a great break from the roommate. Now that we are nearing the end of our last month in the apartment, I’m starting to grow more irritable at some habits, guests, and attitudes of his.

Work has been a bit crazy lately. I’ve been coming home just exhausted, I mean, I was so exhausted, I actually put of getting the new Harry Potter book (“Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6)” (J.K. Rowling))to Saturday, instead of Friday at midnight. I had pre-ordered it, and also picked up “Specimen Days : A Novel” (Michael Cunningham) at 25% off. And not only did I NOT finish the book the same day I got it, I only managed to start it on Sunday morning on my work commute, and finished it by 3am that same night. Those who really know me know that I am a bit of a Harry Potter fan, so I have to say that i thoroughly enjoyed the book. I will not give away any spoilers (because I find it just annoying that those people who do not read the book know certain plot twists). Now I’m digging into Specimen Days, and being very pleased with it. Nowadays, I’m actually leaving my laptop behind in the apartment, and going to work and about with just my book, notebook, and pens. To some people, the idea of me leaving home without my laptop is just preposterous.

I am currently apartment-hunting, due to the fact that my roommate has decided not to renew the lease, and we shall be moving out at the end of the month. Already, the roommate has already driven me crazy in the past month by not only having his girlfriend suddenly move in, but also having his friend from Colorado, his girlfriend’s friend who suddenly showed up, and her sister staying in our apartment for a few weeks. I pay half of the rent, and having all these people in our two-bedroom was a bit preposterous. I am feeling a bit nervous about being able to find an apartment within my price range and still be accessible to work and (possibly) school, but I am at a point where when I should be frantic, but I’m relaxing, because I know that I am trying all I can, and that in the end, all will be well.

I just have to believe.

On another note, I went on one of those pseudo-dates tonight. Been talking to a guy online for a while, and we finally met to “hang out”, and I suggested catching a movie at Midtown Art Cinema. Mysterious Skin was showing at 7:45, so we set a time to meet, and after spending some time at outwrite with Herman discussing graph theory (not really discussing, but more of a topic of conversation, since he was the engineering student, and me, a lowly ex-chem major turned graphic designer/sociologist), I met Mark for the first time, and we went off to watch the movie. I footed the bill, because I was the one who insisted on a movie, since the original idea of “a night in” was nixed by the presence of the roommate and a full sink of dishes. I mean, nothing is more unsexy than unwashed dishes in the sink.

Two minutes into the movie, I was starting to regret my choice, as I was welling up with anticipation and with awe, but I realized that the movie might be a bit heavy for a “first-time meeting” movie. As a movie about childhood pedophilia affects its victims, it was unnerving at times, but I took it all in stride. There was some great acting, and sex, but by the end of the movie, while the content of the film was a bit much, we both thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. We then grabbed at bite at Joe’s, the one place I can depend on for a bite after 11pm in Midtown, where I would like to think that we had a very fun conversation. I mean, when the topics of discussion include naming schemas for personal computers, what’s not to love? By the end of the night and after he dropped me off at my apartment, I realized that I thoroughly enjoyed myself, and am looking forward to seeing him again.

It’s Suburbia, Baby!

Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 | faggy tendencies | No Comments

Home in Lawrenceville. Might work on some other projects, the crazy bio I am writing for this site, and dreaming of PDAs*.

*Public Displays of Affection.

Headline of the Day:

Universe “too queer” to grasp. [BBC Online]