the sweetest tongue

I should know better.

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 | I'm a bitch and I know it.

I was supposed to get some labels done for the Alliance for today’s National Day of Silence at Kinko’s, and a funny thing happened since I took a nap at 9pm after saying goodbye to J. I woke up at 1:30am with the full intention of going straight to Kinko’s, and I ended up falling asleep again, and dreamt that not only did I go to kinko’s, rummage through their inventory, but also met some people along the way. But alas, the labeling paper I was looking for was nowhere to be found. What a nightmare. I woke up, with the feeling that i had gone to Kinko’s, but, not really.

So I woke up, managed to convince myself that it was all a dream, and went off to Kinko’s, where I did find the labeling paper, and I got the labels printed, and even managed to get some time to type this entry out.

Today was a good day. Today was the day I would have seen J after a whole weekend of us both being busy. And I should know better than to look forward to something I know I should not be looking forward to yet. But it’s like that dream/nightmare I had about Kinko’s. Sometimes you just have a feeling that something is already there. And I know that J is stressed from school, so I shouldn’t be adding any more pressure or anything to his troubles. So I should know better than to try to sneak a kiss before he left, when I don’t know if he wanted one. We already had a long day, him with court, and me with school, dinnner, and a walk through the park (Piedmont).

I am the happy puppy. And I should know better.

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