It’s official. I’m out of

Tuesday, February 26th, 2002 | Uncategorized

It’s official.
I’m out of the closet. At least to all of my friends. All thsi time I always thought that I would lose them because of my sexuality. but as it turns out, most of them already assumed or knew that I was gay, for quite some time now, and that only recent events have verified their suspicions.
I don’t get it. Was it my lack of talking about girls or sex (easily attributed to either perrsonal lack of sex experience or gentleman manners), or was it my manner? I don’t remember acting feminine except in some performances in which I was asked to do so, so what was it? What was that revealing factor? Am I really that bad in hiding my sexuality?
I’m remembering some past events…..

Spring 1999 - In the girl’s dressing room backstage of the musical Oliver, I remark to my dear friend Irene, who was dressing up. “You do not arouse me.” She took it as a insult, but I was telling the truth.
All of my Forensics speeches always has at least one effeminate character. And I was damn good at that, I remember…

okay. So that’s it. What will happen next? So far the response has been great. I know every day is not a blue sunny day. One day I will be hit with some backlash. And I wonder if I will be ready for it.

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